At first, you don’t want to acknowledge that something new is lining up. The familiar patterns of life you know well provide you with a secure framework. It feels good, it is a source of stability.
Around the time of the Candlemas Feast the seed that has been dormant within you since the beginning of winter makes itself felt. Something new from the soul is knocking at the inner door. These are unsettling times.
I am overwhelmed in this time by restlessness, impatience, and the question, what is the point of all this? Yet another change? I am annoyed.
This year came the certainty that something is waiting for me. My gut feeling told me that I cannot go on like this. I have already put it off several times, working only with counselling and leaving the bodywork with Myoreflex to my younger colleagues.
I know that I am good at counseling, I have a lot of experience. It’s work that I really enjoy, that I am familiar with. But it also means saying goodbye to this great method ‘Myo’ which is so close to my heart. Time to admit it is too strenuous to me.
Becoming familiar with something means gaining the confidence that it will be good. Then I no longer have to resist or get annoyed because the constant growing sometimes goes against my grain. Today, I know about this process.
Today I can even be curious and give the seed a chance to
develop. Knowing that something is waiting for me if I take it step by step. Growing a little bit more, giving life a new direction.
The new idea is waiting to unfold. Unfold is a wonderful word for me. It holds the anticipation of something surprising, a blossoming, an opening.
When a client ‘unfolds’ in counselling, when she takes an important step in her development, it harbours a beauty that is noticeable in her face. There is an openness, an authenticity that reveals the true core of this person, a very special beauty indeed.
If a client does find herself, honest, unprejudiced, bold, sincere, she radiates something that charms, fascinates, making it noticeable how natural self-confidence can show an inimitable presence.
Even if it is difficult at first making that step into the new, it can not only bring you a step further as a woman, but it also brings you more well-being, more security and more tenderness, making your
life more fulfilling, successful and satisfying.
Can you already feel spring inside you, even though autumn is just around the corner? Is there something that has been waiting to be done for a long time and finally needs to be tackled?
Everything has its time! But some trees already bear buds in winter
to be ready to blossom in spring. Feel whether a beginning is about to take shape. Keep an eye on it!
Let the inner warmth, the goodwill, the spring-like thawing become a stretching out and finally a blossoming, gently and securely in the rhythm of life.
Yours,
@ Christine Forsthuber
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